Being a loner is great.
You know, you can just go out alone and not crack your head to start a conversation with the other person.
Or, you don’t have to care what the other person will think of you.
However, you do get bored sometimes.
It’s like, you don’t have anybody to share an information with.
Or you will feel a little insecure, looking at others.
Plus, people will take pity on you.
Or just think you’re crazy to the max.
Today, I got so frustrated till I cried.
I smashed the phones on the chair and walked out.
Went for lunch after that and came back, seeing colourful “WE ARE SORRY” in front of the door.
Oh gosh, like no guys would do that, apologise so sweetly?
Mannnn, their girlfriends should be really lucky to have them.
Why do I suddenly feel sad and depressed?
Was it because of the post others wrote?
Was it because I feel like I’m not a good friend?
I felt the heartbreak a second ago.
I thought I was over this, let it go.
Guess, I’m not strong enough.
Sometimes, my heart just swell when I think of friends.
If I let my friends down, if I let them go.
I know, it was a mistake, there’s no use to regret.
Just like in a relationship, I thought we could be forever but sorry.
I allowed them to take advantage of me.
Where did my conscience go?
I only realised after I gave the paper to her that I was in the wrong.
ARGH..
I was frustrated and stressed out till a point where my head hurts.
How can I be so stupid?
Why didn’t I say “No, you can’t”?
STUPIDSTUPIDSTUPID!
